Ya, I did that.
October 24th, 2011 • 15 Comments »Â Whats goin on?
Im back home. It was a nice shoot. Easy breezie. We did these special promo pictures that I can not wait to see. I loved my outfit. All tuff-n-stuff.
Hope everyone had a good week, and weekend, now that it’s over.
I got home yesterday about 7pm. Came in, dropped my things off, half unpacked, and got ready. It was a friends birthday and I at least wanted to stop in. This person who’s birthday it was. She is not my closest friend, but that does not take away from the quality of her friendship. It sounds funny, but she is a part of this very tight nit social group at my gym and kinda in the area. lol I’m serious. This area that I live in some of the people r really funny. U would think we live in Palm Beach, in Jersey next to J or something. Its not that serious, this is the I.E.
So their a cool, but kinda snooty group. U hate em but as soon as they want u to join ur like, “well they’re not so bad” lol  I’m just trying to paint this picture for u. The people that go there have been memebers since the 20’s. lol For the most part, rich, not wealthy! Flossin, old conservative republicans. 
If u know me at all Im sure I dont have to tell u I’m not really part of this group. lol   Ur probably wonering why I go there. 1 I’ve been going since my jr year in high school. 2 there r no ego’s. 3 and probably the biggest, the aerobic classes r off the hook. No, I dont attend them, but the talent is @$%^&*??. Hotties from 18-55. Fur reals.  Quality. And thats how I know my friend, she teaches some of the classes up there.
I should also let u know that it is no secret about my job here at the gym. I dont want this to sound cocky, but come on, small town and u have a pretty good lookin porn star that lives at ur gym. These women r gonna talk. Some bad, some good. But there is always that “oh, u were talking to cody. U know what he does, right?” And every time that has been said to my friend she never skipped a beat. “yup!” One time she said “ya, I know, I think that’s pretty awesome, he’s kinds like a celebrity around here”  She fuckin rocks. I love that! So a few days b4 I left to the shoot she comes up and says “Hey Cody, Im having a little birthday thing across the street next Saturday if u wanna come by it would be nice to have u” Mean while, Im still looking around to see if she’s even talking to me. After a dumb “what” she’s like “what do u think?” “Ya! that would be wesome” I think I said…
So I wasnt gonna miss it. I wasnt gonna go get crazy or anything either. Just say hi, bring a bottle and some flowers, and say thanks for the invite. I can do that! 1 beer. But, like I said. I have been going to this gym for about 15 yrs. Give or take, Regularly! They have about 2 -5 really good gym party’s a year. I have been invited to 2. lol  And my brother got out of hand at one. Felt like I was going to a job interview.
So 1 beer led to 2. And once it touches ur lips, its just so good. Then I started to see everyone from the gym, in their street clothes lookin even better but totally different. FYI: I dont think the gym is a place to hit on women. I really keep my head down at the gym. But at a birthday party, at a bar, now it’s time! Then that 1 has to walk in! damn! U know that 1. ;-)  That wave and eye contact. We just see eachother and nothing needs to be said. That 1. It’s 3 beers later Im grabbing and touching her arm every time I open my mouth. Im grabbing arms, hips, sqeezing and grunting. (Settle down Cody) Then out of the corner of my eye I saw my oldest brother there with his wife. Smashed. She come thru the crowd “CODY! Hey! this is my brother” Telling the whole bar. “this is my brother” Im like “what r u doing here?” “Oh! we’re here to see Journey” LOL
Awesome night! My brother says I blew it. But we’ll see…
We flirted, touched, talked, and then I said “I better get going. It’s been a long day and I didnt even plan on staying this long” Here is where my brother and I share a difference in opinion. He’s like where the hell u going. That hot as girl is waiting for u to take her home! Now! maybe he’s right, or not?  Maybe it’s my insecurity’s? Maybe it’s just me. But knowing she knows what I do, I feel like she is expecting that. Now my brother says. Of course she is, so give it to her like she wants u to. I feel an agressive porn star is unattractive. Thats just my opinion. But if that is what she wants she would just have to make that clear. Not bust the move, just make it clear. That could be a touch or a look. It’s such a fine line, u know. U know what my job is. U know I sell sex. Ive already kinda put it out there that I have that in me. And now, if u have that in u too, u need to speak up. Cuz me doing anything more then I have, like showing u, talking about it, thats nasty and again unattractive. (while holding up my shirt showing u my ab’s “check out my site”) This is just me being real with uguys and rambling on. My bro says own it more??? He might be right. I always think the “nice guy” is best. But thats not always the case. I’ve been told. “Oh, it’s cool, but ya, I thought the first time u brought me home u were just gonna throw me down and take me. And that would have been ok”
I dont even know what Im talking about. Sorry. Ya, I had a good time. lo
Today was just the couch and football. I did watch the world series instead of the sunday night game. Saints killed the Colts.
I want to share something with u guys. U know I have really been working on my photography. and doing what I can to get out there as a photographer. I may have made my first step in that direction. Thanks so much Britney!!!]
I took these pictures!!!!!!
Serious! I took those pictures! 
Im tired, sorry for carrying on so much tonight…
CoDy* 2
